Prepare to Unfold

Brimming with hope

abundant with fear

tissues dismantle

a nest in formation.

.

Soft, bespirited moon lands

grasping new gravity, buttressing its claws

Quietness wraps feverishness

per second a vessel, per minute a toe

.

Blankness is the universe

no thing to comprehend

no matter, no form

no feeling nor thought

.

Rhythmic thud shakes being.

You’re safe, you’re surrounded

buoyantly kept afloat

a fishy, bodily odour

emitting from me and transmitted around

.

Boundary at my feet and

boundary non-existent

Communicating incessantly;

communication non-existent

Life within a life and

life as is, transient

.

Wrap yourself

in this perfect stillness;

Prepare

to unfold.

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Poetic thinking was the way to keep myself sane today, riding on the MTR, in the middle of a thunderstorm of thoughts here and there. Inspired by earlier meditation experience:

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分享最近兩晚有點奇妙的靜修經驗:

前晚聽一段錄音,尾段時指引說自己正在宇宙中心,我突然覺得自己好像在一個子宮裡面,能感受到全身皮膚被羊水包圍、發麻,回到胎兒一般的靜止、漂浮、安詳⋯⋯

昨晚再聽,指引說想像一個你去過最舒服的地方,以往我會想像晚上的長洲沙灘,這次我一想就想到胎水裡面閉眼漂浮的感覺。想像到以往看過的超聲波圖片,那孩子真的什麼也不用想,只需要安全的蜷縮著,默默等待成長與養分的輸送⋯⋯

有一會兒頭腦有介入說,「怎麼可能周圍是水?你怎麼能呼吸!太不著邊際了!」然後我在心中默默回應「這是回憶、回憶」,倒能馬上安詳起來了⋯⋯

不知道是不是真的想起小時候,是的話太奇妙啦~
晚上還真發了一個夢,夢見自己大著肚子,生命裡裹著一個生命。

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Author: Veronique

To be tenacious, patient and independent.

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